Why have you agitated me, my soul, and why have you perplexed me? Look for God, because I shall again praise him, The Savior of my entire being, and my God. Psalm 43:5 AramicNT
The Scriptures are filled with occasions of hopelessness and despair, and the beautiful part is; all those who were documented with this ailment were used by our Father in tremendous ways. From Moses who alienated himself, Jonah, Jeremiah, Elijah, King David, and yes even our Messiah- And as he was in fear, he prayed urgently, and his sweat was like drops of blood, and he fell upon the ground. Luke 22:44
There is something special about those who are sensitive to their environment. We are spirit beings having a human experience and not the other way around. The supernatural is not seen with the natural eye, but yet you can sense it... I believe for those who are chosen, we don't have a choice in the matter.
“For the called are many and the chosen are few.” Matt 22:14
Live in obedience that is, trusting in is His will for your life and being willing to go where He takes you..no matter what. Know with certainty that you are safer in our Father's arms more so than any person you believe is trustworthy.
But he who did not know and did something worthy of blows shall be beaten with few blows, for from everyone to whom much is given, much shall be required, and of him to whom they commit much, they shall require more.” Luke 12:48
Not to worry, when He requires more, He opens the doors of opportunity to walk in faith to accomplish it- He is patient... If you keep failing a test He will continue to give you make up exams- remember the 40 year journey in the book of Exodus that was only supposed to take 11 days? Round and around, is insanity by definition.
His grace is sufficient.....you Will have all you need for the tasks before you.
This is what abundance speaks of, not having a bunch of stuff, but rather contentment in all things big and small.
If you were given talents, He rightfully expects for you to use them, and this is where you will find true joy. What seems to be a curse in the natural world is a divine gift in the Kingdom.
What was spoken to me concerning depression...
A depressed soul is so because it longs for life in its original design(paradise); unconditional love, which is impossible for human beings even among your closest family members or shall I say especially among your closest family members.
This isn't because God isn't good, it is a result of sin- the rejection of God's laws.
The state of rest, confidence. and peace is found in releasing yourself from the cares of this world...at the end of the story, none of it matters you won’t take a thing with you.
He said to me, you are not depressed, you are oppressed because you're behind enemy territory, and valuable in the war to win souls for the Kingdom of God.
Here I am medicine free, and depression free by the grace of God. There are certainly days when I feel down but I know with certainty I'm not out...it will pass.
After 2 unsuccessful attempts of ending my life, I am truly thankful I am here to say if He did it for me he'll do it for you. It only takes a mustard seed. He said "Get UP There Is Work To DO". All the Glory is His, Elohim.